Cyberbullying (Warning: Curse and Offensive Words ahead)

Hey everyone,

Normally, I want this blog to be full of happy things, but what happened needs to be out there, and writing helps me to move on. So Friday into Saturday, was one of the worst times I was ever cyberbullied, and I know that if you are on my personal Facebook, you've only heard one thing about it, the worst thing they could call me, a "Lopsided Retarded Bitch" but there is way more to this story.

I was relaxing with my parents, watching TV before heading to bed, and all of the sudden, my phone started freaking out and lighting up. I ignored it until around 10:45 when we decided it was time to go to bed. They first commented, mentioning their friend on my selfie with my new phone "Is this a joke?" and immediately "idk ;/" so my friends thought they were talking about my appearance and came to my defense, thank you again to those who did, and then the people started getting defensive and started calling my friends horrible names like whore, cunt, trashbag. I came in and I started getting mad, I'm fine if you hurt me and are mean to me but the second you bring my friends into it, I get mad. So then as I was defending my friends I was told to kill myself, I defended them and got back "i didn't ask for a  speech bitch I asked for your funeral date and time" then an innocent person who was defending me got told "Go Roll ya wheelchair in traffic. You ugly retarded whore" that same person was told "God hates you and your deformed friends. Kill yourself before your disease does you albino bitch" I got called a "sobber mouth retarded bitch" for defending my friends.

I was also called a "slow ass retarded cripple bitch" "stupid monkey looking bitch" and then my friends were told it was their fault this happened because they "assumed" and tried to help me.

Needless to say, I was devestated by these people, I cried, and stayed up until 2am trying to report and delete everything they said mean, even the screenshots they posted were deleted and reported, I blocked and reported them and I made my own instagram private, I hope this never happens to anyone else ever again. You see those movies about cyberbullying, but its not like that, for most incidents its not someone you know, its a complete stranger.

~ Sarah

Happy Birthday Celebrate the Little Moments!!

Happy 2nd birthday to this blog!!!! It's on Thursday and I will be so busy preparing for prom the next day that I thought I would post the birthday post early!!

Senior Year

Hello Lovely Readers,

Have I really not blogged since the Fourth of July? Wow! Well if the title does not make it obvious, Senior Year has kept me busy! 

        I will be graduating in little under 2 months and my 18th birthday is 2 months from today. It's funny, but I think the past couple months have matured me in ways that I don't even understand, I'm still the same person, but as I sit in the library and write this post with a friend nearby, I hear a tenth grader complaining to her teacher about how difficult her term paper is, and I sit there remembering that was me 2 short years ago, I was writing a paper on Harry Potter vs. Christianity, and now I sit here thinking "It's only difficult because you made it that way" and I sit here listening to some of the immaturity that one hears in a high school setting and it irritates me, how can people be so thankless? We have an opportunity that most people don't, you should relish in that, not complain. Instead of being friends with most people in my grade, I have 2 or 3 (depending on the day) really good friends in my grade, 2 really good friends who are Juniors (Yes, Emily D. you are one of them) 1 really good friend who is a Sophomore, and no Freshman. 

       A lot of people think this is a sad fact, but, I will NOT miss high school, I won't miss the people who are in my class, I won't miss drama, however I will miss teachers, I think I get along with teachers better than I get along with people my age. 

In the fall hopefully I will be attending Penn State World campus to major in Social Work, I love helping people, I love kids, so why don't I combine the two and create the best job for me. Now, on the flip side, my Senior Prom is this Friday (!!!!!!!!!!!) and I thought I would show everyone my dress (so far, picking it up on Tuesday) and what I'm thinking for my hair.

Yet again I designed my dress and got it custom made for me

Hair, Maisie Williams is from a brilliant TV show (Game of Thrones) and I LOVE her hair!

And now it's nearing the end of my class period, so soon I will have to go to lunch. I am going to try to blog at least once a week from here until the beginning of my first semester of college. I'll talk to you all next week! 


Much Love,

Sarah